[CH][11-01-21 00:18:58] Cry and laugh, foolish and silly, as long as you think it, you can go do it!

I haven't written in my blog in such a long time and it feels weird writing with someone's computer....

I've been to so many places this month for work, vacation, visiting, gathering, being silly and confused...There's everything...It's rather interesting

When I was packing things today, I accidentally found a diary..One of the entries was about the first time that I lived in Tokyo (because I went to Tokyo a lot before I actually settled there). August 28, 2007..The last sentence was: The 4th day I've been here, sorry, I wasn't strong enough..I cried my first tear in Tokyo. I will be good in the future..I won't cry..

Now that I think back about it...The entries back then were a bit sad...It is also these things that provoke my emotions and loneliness everyday..

3 years~~~~~It's almost been 4 years. Time really goes by so fast..I'm used to the basics now..Thank you..No matter which ethnicity, nationality, or language...I want to thank so many people. People who are relevant or not relevant. Direct or indirect..People I know or don't know. People who are kind or spiteful. I want to thank all of you..Thanks for paying attention to me... If it weren't' for everyone's support, then there would be no alan right now...

I often dream..but when I wake up, I can't remember what I dreamed about..I often do silly things that's so silly that I question my IQ..I would think that something is the way it is...but I'm not sure if it really is what it is...There are times when I'm confused..when I hesitate...when I'm lost...Everyone's life is like a thick book...So many of my chapters are filled with luck, happiness, and warmth..What about yours??

I've been living in my own world these few days...It's almost time for me to stop vacationing...I have to get my focus back...I will work hard with everyone this year!!!!!!!!!!! Good luck!!!! Thank you guys!!

( means thankful)

[CH][10-09-27 16:33:24] Really busy..

I did a show yesterday and I heard a ghost story. I just couldn't have a "peaceful" sleep when I returned home yesterday. I ended up being the "victim". I've been shooting for different magazines today and I had to get an ice pack for my eyes that are a little bit swollen. I couldn't sleep last night and I would look at the ceiling for a bit, then look under the bed for a bit, and then I would turn myself and look to the side. I would open the lights, then close the lights..I don't know what kind of "ghosts" might appear. Different kind of thoughts, of fear, and of nervousness... I just couldn't control myself anymore for the rest of the night, so I ended up "ready to risk everything" and I went to sleep. I had the "unafraid of death" thought and "do whatever you want, I'm already asleep, so if you're real, then go ahead! It doesn't matter since I haven't done any bad things" Ho~~So it looks like I was just scaring myself all along, there was actually nothing. When I woke up this morning, my body was so sore and my eyes were a bit swollen...It wasn't worth it... Poor "me"..Is there any way to strengthen my courage?

God has been very "outlandish" lately with summer going directly into winter and the continuous raining, it's all gloomy, so annoying!

[CH][10-09-22 17:34:33] Happy Mid-Autumn Festival~~!

"The moon, grown full now over the sea, brightening the whole of heaven.
Brings to separated hearts the long thoughtfulness of night.
It is no darker though I blow out my candle. It is no warmer though I put on my coat.
So I leave my message with the moon and turn to my bed, hoping for dreams." Every time whenever there's a holiday, the drifters like me who are away especially misses home , There are many people who are surrounded by their family at any time of the day..Of course there are many like me who can't return home to celebrate the holiday, so if it's like this..we can spend it together . It's not close, but it's not far because we're actually still under the same sky and the same moon, but though we're miles apart, we're still looking at the same moon. Even though I can't be with my family, but I still have to call them and everyone remember, just sending them respects will make the elderly have incomparable happiness.

I'm actually just regretful and not sad, but why should I be sad? I've worked hard to search for my dream and there are some dreams that are like mountains and even if I try my hardest, I may never reach the peak of the mountain. The more difficult it is, the more that I want to surpass myself. My dreams has given me stability, confidence, and motivation. No matter what the future is like, as long as I'm enjoying the journey. Go! Go! Go!

[CH][10-09-17 20:56:59] Doing promotion for myself!

I've been getting into preparing for the 3rd Japanese album's composing and choosing the songs! So I haven't been "active" online! Please forgive me I believe that everyone can understand, right?

There are some Japanese activity lately, so I'll just announce them here

First is; my 2nd Chinese album "Lan Se~Love Moon Light~" is available for download at Japan's Asia♪mu-mo! The recommended song in Japan is "You ME Jiu Hao" hoho So maybe Japanese fans can experience a new kind of alan?!

Here is the download link: http://asia.mu-mo.net/s/search/album_top.do?id=ACHC-10017/B

I don't know if you can open it in China?? Either way, it's just a good piece of news for everyone!! (Hoho, this feels a bit official.....)

[CH][10-09-06 14:15:06] ViVi Xin Wei October issue, please look forward to it!!

It's the weekend and I've floated over to Tokyo again! Tokyo's weather is very hot compared to Beijing's.

Last Friday, Beijing's kept on making the staff of "Xin Wei" . Considering it was an outdoor shoot , so the weather god have to make it !

I loudly told everyone: "Don't worry, I'll activate my power!" and when we arrived at the location,

Hehe~~ The rain stopped!! And afterward, when the official shooting began, wow~~~~The sky turned sunny!! Everyone kept on cheering

God! Super powers!! Hoho

So here's a preview for everyone, look at the sky, look at the !

This time's "Xin Wei" October issue will be release around October 20th! Please look forward to it!! I am also looking forward to it