I just couldn't control myself anymore for the rest of the night, so I ended up "ready to risk everything" and I went to sleep. I had the "unafraid of death" thought and "do whatever you want, I'm already asleep, so if you're real, then go ahead! It doesn't matter since I haven't done any bad things" Ho~~So it looks like I was just scaring myself all along, there was actually nothing.
When I woke up this morning, my body was so sore and my eyes were a bit swollen...It wasn't worth it...
Poor "me"..Is there any way to strengthen my courage? God has been very "outlandish" lately with summer going directly into winter and the continuous raining, it's all gloomy, so annoying!








I can also relate to everyone's feelings~~
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Guess what it is??????
I even left a message 










